Dead Calm

I was thinking, on the drive home this evening...actually, i think i've been thinking of this for the last couple days...I've been pretty angry lately.

It has crossed over into my day-to-day life a bit...of course, that's too be expected, what with the state of our country right now...you know.

i love me the ellipse.

and i have to state for the record, that as of right now, hilariously, i'm on my laptop at the Mission Bar in SF using some local network that's free. so i'm online here and rocking my laptop in the one plug (that sort of crackled when i plugged it in -- let's hope i don't blow any fuses) that i found in the back.
i got my anchor steam.

and george michael's "i want your sex" is playing on the jukebox.

life isn't all that bad.

and you know, oddly enough, listening to this show on NPR on the drive Home...and there's tina on the phone.

i guess i'll have to do more of this later...

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Later - 9:29 a.m., the next day

as i was saying last night before digressing quite a bit (i was excited about the free network, yo!), i realize i've been angry of late.
And i've come to the conclusion that i can't keep being angry forever. i know this.

sure, the blog is used as a way for me to vent and let off some steam, but i can tell i've been extremely edgy lately, even for me. and god knows, i can get emotional.
but life's too short...better to be proactive.

this isn't to say i'm still not angry and upset about the re-election of George W. Bush, nor does it discount my disappointment with the more than 59 million people who voted for the prick.

But yeah, time to focus and figure out what we have to do to beat them, as well as holding their feet to the fire (see how corporate i've become? i'm using lame corporate analogies to make my point. put me in front of a firing squad pronto) when they fuck up, which will be often.

so yeah, here i am. back in black.
or today, i'm beige.
with elements of green, red and black.
sucka MCs and shit.

Let the happiness commence.
Until i get angry again...hee hee hee.

chuckles the clown is dead.
long live chuckles.